2009年1月4日

这一天，是假期里的最后一天，我明天要开学了，看见与自己相处不好的人与自己同一班级时，
我突然感到愤怒，因为我不怎么喜欢他，可是听了老师的解释后，可能选择这班不是自己的意愿，而是因为学费的问题没有办法负担其他班级吧，所以与自己的朋友远离了，这一刻，我又突然同情他了，如果是他，一定会说，哪里要你同情？？我深深感触，哈，我却笑，因为曾经被他骂，所以我才那么不喜欢他吧，但是，那是真心话，一句实话，原来人对自己说实话时，自己是那么难以接受和忘记，不过现在，我依然想感谢说实话的人，虽然曾经难以接受别人对自己的怒骂，不过冷静回想时，原来自己是那么讨人厌，与其每天怨天尤人的，还是接受他对自己的话吧，他说的，我不会忘记，谢谢，我试着，与你做好同学，也许，我能改变自己的。

January 4 , 2009

This has been at last day inside the vacation one day, I will have wanted the beginning of the term tomorrow , has seen that I feel anger abruptly when person and self same class who gets along with self no well ,class , reason why and self friend have been far away from the burden choosing this shift possibly after making an explanation having listened to a teacher in any case, being not self wish , but the problem because of tuition fee not having way other , I have shown sympathy for him abruptly at this moment,if being him because of I hardly am fond of him, Be sure to say where wants your sympathy? ? I feeling, ha , I laugh at, I am fond of him just now so no but, that is sincere words , one sentence truth as be once called names by him deeply but , self is so be difficult to accept when it truns out that person tells the truth to self, and forget, only now , I want to thank the people who tells the truth as before, though when once, were difficult to accept others's cursing in rage to self , recalled only calmly, it truns out that self is to incur others to be sick of, than blaming all except self every day so, Still accepting him that he is speaking , I can not forget , thank you , I am trying to self words , be ready for a schoolmate with you, I maybe, can change self.