我不知道。。。自己是否该忘记。。。他了。。。
一直一直都无法忘记。。。。
如今的。。他。。。变了好多。。。连MSN的文字也变了
我不知道。。。自己是否该伤心。。他。。。好像不爱我了
我不知道。。。自己在乱想吗？好奇怪。。我一直在感觉到
自从他离开后，我们之间的距离也开始变远了。。。我是不是不再爱他了？

I don know. . . If self should forget. . . He. . . Always have no way to forget. . . . Now. . He. . . Have been changed into a lot. . . Even the MSN characters have been changed into I don know. . . If self should be grief. . He. . . Seem not to have loved me, I do not know. . . Does self think of in chaos? How queer. . I have been feeling since he leaves the day afer tomorrow , the unexpected turn of events the distance between us is also started has been distant. . . Have I whether be or not loved him no longer?

2008年10月16日 雨

我今天真的好生气，本来老师给我们练习水墨画，我只是不小心把墨弄到我的邻座男同学，他就发脾气骂我，我只好不说话，道歉了他也不理会，好！算了，我就静一点，真的很讨厌这种男生，一点小事就发脾气，我们班有一半的学生都很小气的，原因都是他们太没家教了，我都从来没有生气过呢！真讨厌，从今天起我开始跟那个男生冷战，我们之间再也不说话，我就觉得，每次都是我忍让他，我想，我不要再原谅他了，我已经给了好多次机会，我也应该学习生气了，这么善良就总会给人欺负！

i am fond of making angry really on October 16 , 2008 today , the teacher gives us exercise Chinese brush drawing; ink and wash painting originally , I am only my adjacent seat male schoolmate getting ink carelessly , he gets angry right away calling names I , I are forced not to speak, have apologized he is also inattentive , good! Let it pass, my quiet one point, dislike that this boy student , a little minor matter get angry right away really very much, that our shift student having halves has been all stingy , cause has all been that they have had no family education very much , I had not had anger all all along! I begin to follow that boy student cold war that's disgusting, starting from today , gossip , I think that again neither right away between us, be that I put him up with , I think of every time, I have not forgiven him again , I have already given good many times a chance , I have also ought to study anger , the general association has been bullied by person so kindhearted right away!

酷吗？？我才练习时我朋友拍的照片

漂亮吗？Devil may cry 4

2008-10-11

2008年10月11日

今天不知道该不该开心？
没有人理睬的一天假日，好无聊，偏偏这时候我的摄像机坏了，真是过的糟糕透了。。。
我很想喊，为什么要这样？？这时我想，看看漫画轻松会好点，每次当我心情不好时，我会吃好吃的，看漫画，看电视，什么也不管。。。之前为了赶功课，我忙了很久很久，都没有时间给自己休息，如今，我偷闲来看看我的宝贝电脑，我电脑也够苦的，因为每次要听我抱怨，哈哈，我也不想抱怨，它的动作很慢，这一次电脑没有进医院我就够安心了，接下来要面对大考，我也不知道自己的前途会怎么样？只能见路走步，我做事从来没有后悔，因为我很坚决，我认为既然已经决定，我是不会给自己后悔的一步，相信朋友们都在考试了，天使也是啊，在积极的面对前方，面对自己，写日记时，我想说的话也觉得轻松多了，所以说，我的宝贝电脑常常听我心事，抱怨的，我想。。。它很了解我吧，我唯一能叙述我的事，就只有电脑，和正在看我日记的网友们，无时无刻，你们也在听着呢！

October 11 , 2008

Do not know should be joy today? A day holiday , regards that the nobody takes notice of are dull, intentionally this moment my telecamera has broken down , too bad having been really has shown. . . Do I want to shout very much , why to want such? ? At this time I think of , take a look at the relaxed meeting of cartoon to be fond of burning, I may be watched TV by the cartoon delicious , taking a look on that, what does not also care when thinking that my state of mind is not good every time. . . Homework , I have been prior to busy for rushing for a long long time, time all is not had a rest by self , now, I snatch a moment of leisure inspecting my baby computer , my computer is also rather bitter , I complain that, ha-ha because of each time needs to listen to, I think of neither complain that its action is very slow , this computer is not hospitalized, I have felt at ease rather , that then, essential points faces end-of-term examination , I know self future neither will be how? Can only see that the road walks with the ball , I work not regretting that, because of I am very determined all along, my think of since already decision, I am the single-step being able to not be regretted that by self , believe that friends have all been in have an exam , the angel has been also Oh, when facing the front , facing self , keeping a diary actively, I think that the words speaking can't think that relaxed saying much, therefore , my baby computer often listens to my load on slef's mind , complain that, I think of. . . It knows me very much , my thing my unique energy is narrated, only has a computer right away , look at and my diary net friend , every minute in course of, you are also listening!

华语版日记&English diary

2008年 10月10日

今天我好不开心也很开心的，本来今天我打算拿相机去学校，我有向训导处申请的，因为要做毕业短片，准备交上去的，拍到下课的时候，我朋友来找我吃饭，我随口答应，后来，为了不让我的朋友等太久，我交代给另一个同学保管着，下课后，回来班上看见老师在骂人，我就没有什么管，反正这已经见惯了，老师骂完人后，转头又骂我，说我带相机来给同学玩，我什么话也没说，也不知道要说什么，我还想解释，可是我开不了口，老师这么火，我怎么敢说话呢？结果老师不等我的解释就强行说要没收我的相机，我着急，这时的我脑袋空白，我什么说也说不出了，只能想，为什么？
接着就上华文课了，华文老师进来前，我还能强忍自己，不给自己再哭了，因为情势这么突然，我也想不到什么了，我只能忍，我的声音也说不出话来了，其他同学仍然还很关心的安慰我，我什么都知道，就是不懂如何冷静下来，我话说不出来，手也在发抖，看见华文老师时，我更是不能再忍耐了，我还是哭了，不懂为什么看到华文老师，我的泪水总是不能忍，我不想让别人知道我多么软弱，华文老师是看过我哭了很多次的人了，我曾经在她面前哭过很多次，我都不想啊。。。。
我冷静下来思考，我常常会往人性的地方想，我认为，老师真的好霸道，可是我深思，觉得这也不是她的错，同学都说的很对，她只是一时生气，我不应该害怕，我也不知道自己在害怕什么。。。可能怕相机拿不回来吧，那相机很贵的，没收拿不回我很难跟家人交代。。。放学时，我还是抱着难过的心态请求老师给回我，我当时是红着眼睛走去办公室的，当然是低着头走，我不想让谁看到我哭过的样子，结果，老师还是给回我，并且警告我以后不准带来给别人玩，我也觉得很无奈，只要我把证明书给别人，还是能让他小心保管，我还是不说了，因为老师还是会不同意。。。
这一整天很不开心，然后又很开心，我觉得。。。上天还是会保佑我的，我都没有犯错，它要惩罚，也只是那一下咯~~~呵呵。。。。 要看我的专属天使文章请上http://ww2.myfreshnet.com/GB/literature/indextext.asp?free=100163449&page=101505945


2008-10-10
Today I am easy not to feel happy feeling happy also very much , I intend to get rid of school with camera originally today , I have to lecturing a place apply beat arrives at when finishing class , my friend comes to look for me to eat , I agree without thinking because of being going to be used for the short film graduating , prepare to go up to intersect,afterwards, for not allowing my friend to wait very long, I give orders about the queen who gives another schoolmate to be taking care of , finishes class , return in scolding seeing a teacher on the shift, I have had no right away , this has already been accustomed to seeing that anyway, The teacher condemns the perfect man queen , turn head condemning me, criticize me as well as being played by schoolmate coming the camera, my what words says neither , know making an explanation if talking about what , I think of neither, but I the mouth , the teacher get angry come untied without end this way , how I dare to speak? My making an explanation asks result teacher unequal to confiscate my camera , our feeling anxious with regard to forcing to speak, my head blank space at this time, cannot my what doctrine also tells , can only think of, why? Then upper Chinese has levied , I can bear self by force before the Chinese teacher comes in,have not cried again, because of circumstances so abrupt for self, I am also unexpected what, I can only bear, my sound also comes to be able to not speak , the schoolmate still returns our , our back to comforting being concerned with very much other what all knows , is not to know how calmer to get, my words speaks when not coming out, personally also in trembling , seeing the Chinese teacher , I am to be able to not endure again more, I still having cried , not knowing why to see the Chinese teacher, my tear always can not bear , I do not want to let others know I am what flabby , the Chinese teacher is to have looked at me having cried very many times people I had cried once before her I do not all think of very many times. . . . I get calmer the place that thinking , I often will be to human nature thinks of , I think that true good teacher bully, but I ponder over the matter ,feel this is her mistake neither , be in the same school speaking not ought to very much to her only momentary anger , me, I know what self is afraid of dreadfully, neither. . . May be afraid that the camera makes things difficult for sb. not returning that camera is very expensive , confiscating confesses with heel family very difficult not to answer me. . . I still ask a teacher be carrying grieved psychology in breast when school being over, give back to I, I was that the red eye walks away to office's at that time , the of course was to let the head walk low , I did not want whom to let see my appearance have cried , result , teacher to still give me back to , brought about and warning that in the hereafter I am inaccurate being played by others, I also feel very unwilling, as long as I give others with the certificate, still can let him be careful about a storage, I still have not spoken, because of the teacher still may disagree. . . This is once for all day long extremely not joyful , then, very joyful , I think that. . . God be still meeting blesses me , I do not all commit mistake , it needs to punish, also be only that once pheasant's cry ~ ~ ~ haw-haw. . .

（原创）- 专属天使-第一章：遇见了恶魔

(原创）- 专属天使-第一章：遇见了恶魔

“天使！你别开玩笑哦！你为什么偏要去那家伙的学校做侦察？”

“因为我们曾经夺走了他的最爱，天使哥哥是这么说...”

“天使.....”

没错，我就叫萧天使，作为天使使者为天堂服务了很久。为了要升级成为专属天使，我必须要更努力，专属天使，也不是很容易上去的。这是我的梦想，作为一个天使伟大的梦想。可是有一天....

“天使！天使！你被提名了耶，而且我和你被选中成为第一批天使能去人间侦察呢！”
这是我的好姐妹，袁（yuan)小朵说的，她还蛮兴奋....

“是吗？”我沉默着”

“天使，圣母大人还答应我们要去那里侦察都行呢！你说去哪里呀？听说人间的美食比我们还多~哈哈”

看着小朵蹦蹦跳跳的样子，还真令人觉的这淘气的天使太活泼了。天使哥哥曾说过，要成为专属天使必须经过很痛苦的考验。而这次，到人间侦察是我能升格成为专属天使的最后一个考验。

“天使，专属天使是做什么呀？你为什么这么拼命？” 小朵满怀疑问问我

“不知道，觉的这是个很伟大的职位。”
我笑了笑说。日子过的真快，我和小朵举行了欢送会后就准备离开，谁也不懂，我和小朵会不会受人类影响，动了凡心，从此不回来呢？谁也不知道。在走之前，天使哥哥走到我眼前，低声和我说：

“天使，当你决定了离开时，你要记住，千万不能动凡心，不然你再也无法成为专属天使，明白吗？”
天使哥哥心事重重，为了不让他担心。

“天使哥哥，别担心，我会的！”
我微笑的说。来到人间时，天气真的闷热极了，人间的天气这么坏吗？唉，我叹气。可是我身边的淘气天使却没什么察觉。

“天使！我们做什么好呢?不如先去吃刨冰吧！听说好吃叻！”
嘿！这小淘气鬼，也好，反正好热啊~~

"啊呀！！！！！！！！！！”
当我等待着小朵买刨冰时，我被迎面而来的男人撞跌了。

“喂啊！！！！撞到人不会道歉吗？！你是什么人？！”

这家伙好没礼貌噢！撞到我还能若无其事的离开。那个男人是怎么了？只见那男人用很诡异的眼神看着我，眼睛里带着不少敌意。怎么了？人是长得很帅气啊，可是感觉他不好惹，好可怕.....

“你刚才....说什么？” 哇！靠近我了，还用肉眼看不到的刺语问我？什么嘛？？

“我只是叫你道歉啊！！你以为自己是谁？”哼！本天使不发火，你以为我是谁？

“你.....凭什么叫我道歉？” 什么？撞到我可以赖账哦？

“你撞到我啊！” 我这次真的很气了

“是你要站在这里挡路，别浪费我的时间了小姐，没事的话我要走了，我赶时间。”

“喂！喂！喂！我还没说完啊！！” 这样就走了....一点男子风度也没有。 为了保密我和小朵的身份，我们决定在一所大学读书，那所大学叫江一鸣专科大学总觉的这学校很熟悉，在哪里见过呢？我已经想不起自己怎么成为天使，也许我曾经是人类，我怎么死呢？？连天使哥哥也不告诉我....泣....

“因为你们是新的大一生，所以按校规决定，你们还是要去参观跟你们同一系的学长学姐。”

“恩，没问题。” 我对着温文尔雅的校长秘书说。

“没问题就好，从大二系的开始吧。” 秘书小姐说。

“各位同学，本校来了两位新生，他们都是和你们同一系的学妹们，大家要多多关照他们啊！”
我看着这陌生的脸孔，好不自在，突然，我的目光落在一个人身上。

“是你这家伙！！！” 没错！就是刚才那家伙！！他就算化成灰我都认的出，可恶，居然还和我同一系！！由于我喊得太大声，除了那家伙一眼冷冰冰的望着我，其他人连小朵也惊讶的看着我。。。..好糗啊！！

“你怎么啦？天使？” 小朵用奇怪的1语气问我。

“阿善，你认识这位同学吗？” 只见那秘书小姐说。阿善？这家伙叫阿善？怎么名字这么像女生啊？

“对不起秘书小姐，我不认识。” 好啊！居然装不认识我？？意识下我不跟这家伙理论，毕竟天使还是要有风度。

“天使，怎么了？一整个下午闷闷不乐的？” 小朵关心地问。

“没有，想起刚才的那个恶魔，我就没心情啦！” 满脑子都是那家伙。

“哈哈！你是在说阿善吗？” 没良心的小朵，居然取笑我- -

“什么阿善啦，名字这么女人味。” 说真的很女人味啊。

“阿善是我们叫他的别名啦，他的真名实姓叫杨正善。” 咦？小朵什么时候这么清楚人家的名字？

“我去打探了消息，听说他是训导主任杨主任的独生子，但是却是这里的霸王，连杨主任也管不了。”还好小朵看得出我的奇怪，这丫头.....就这样，我开始了我的天使旅途，我知道，这会是个很艰难的旅途...为了专属天使，我可以忍受。接下来，要怎么对付这个恶魔呢？不！是大恶魔杨正善！这个冷冰冰，又女人名的霸王，为什么要是我的学长？==望着天上，我心里有说不出的感情........